Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a